Difficult

It's been a difficult year.

Everyone says difficult when they really mean shitty.  It's been awful.  I lost my job, lost a friend (still not sure why), moved back in with my dad and got a menial job.

I do have one friend left in the area.  She's wonderful and her two kids are wonderful and her dog is wonderful and I love them.

It makes me happy to know that I can still keep a friend.  It gets so much harder the older you get and the older you get, the more lonely you feel when you're alone.